Forgive me if it's so mixed up... Rapid cycling right now so the poem maybe everywhere...


I've built up a world of magic
Because the real world is full of tragedy
Yet you cannot hold the magic
It leaves your hands because its not really there
And when I close my eyes
My imaginary world re appears
My fantasy begins

My torments
My pains
They are no longer here
In my world, it's just how I want it
With the butterflies and the smells of flowers
My castle of happiness in front of my eyes

As I make my way to the reality
Rocks are thrown at me by the ogres
Under the bridges of mystery
They pull me down
Into their dark lakes and drown me

I wake again
to another day of misery
And my enemies tell me to learn how to heal
But you cannot tell me what to do
For I cannot heal
You've all destroyed me
Taken the life out of me
Put my soul under lock and key

You all secretly know that
Hide your lies behind your mask
And act like you love me
But you are all idle to the fact
I have my own mask in this life
Yet, I can't be too careful
One day you'll all poison me
And laugh
I am here to unlock the truth
which you refuse to let out

Take me back to my world of imaginary
Before the devil takes me to his home
Where I see nothing but blur
From all the intoxication's the evil doctors give me
To remember nothing I love
Feel numb as I do every day
Where I'd rather the devil take my life
Let me sleep and escape into my world of mystery